brain-dead.

i can't do anything else so i blog. yet again.
i'm totally uninspired to write anything about alchemy and the bacon guy.
listening to emo songs like "home" and suddenly i really miss home. i wanna go back to where i can sit down at ghim moh market and eat 3buck char kuay teow that actually tastes good. and meepok, and and... i just wanna go back home lah. plain and simple.

my brain's not working anymore (like it ever did) but it's badbadbad. i just two pieces of bread with nutella hoping VERY hard that something good would actually come out of it.
well, obviously not. so i've just been sitting here staring at the computer and the question, questioning the question and looking at the sources which are terribly useless i might add. i feel like just giving this 30percent up.

unmotivated.

this is not getting me anywhere. i should just go get some sleep and mayb wake up tmw morning and find that i finally got inspiration to write. i haven't slept early in a long time. mayb today's the day to do so.

"baby, tmw's a brand new day
take your wings and learn to fly away.
just think, it'll all be over in a while
then you can smile
at me again.
for now i'll smile for you
to get you through
yesterdays, todays and tomorrows."

i'm frustrated. very. rawr.