i have one last shot at it.and after that.im not sure how things will turn out.i hope for the better.i cant live.

paper today was quite horrible.emath.wad can i say?it's math.which i cant do for peanuts nuts,almond nuts,macademia,acorn.wadever nuts.i cant do it for anything.the questions were all so long!and then we had to do so many!where got time!sigh.i hope it still turns out ok.and i hope i get anything less than twentypoints.is that too much to ask?i studied my pants off for all my subs.ok.make it twentyfive.and then lit.i totally crapped and talked nonsense abt the themes.appearance vs. reality.oh boy,that's something i can really talk about.happy.sad.sad.happy.
hal being reformed.
'yet herein i will imitate the sun,who doth permit the base contagious clouds'
hal's soliloquay.
and then blahblahblah about hotspur and falstaff and hal and henry.
blahblahblah.
chinese and lit ppr2.that's all.hanging by skin of my baby finger.
but im not letting go.not yet.hanging on...

i know that God has a wonderful plan for me and you.:)