back.and sick.sigh.i don't believe i got such a bad case of hives in msia.but anyway,my trip was great.i think one week is just about nice.yeah.i was kinda getting bored.haha.i managed to meet up with vincent tho.haha.and elaine.that was good.whaha.had a good time with vince and yeevonne.went to watch without a paddle.it was SUPER funny.haha!and we cldnt be bothered to take our assigned seats cos we went in late thanks to the toilets not having any tissue paper.and there was this er.couple.don't know what they were doing in the those couple seats which i must say were really comfy.haha!and then i went christmas shopping after the show.dragged two of them along.haha!it was so last minute and everything.then we had dinner.yeah.that's about all lar.but not after laughing like crap in macs.haha!and then we went home.ok.not before saying 'thank you' to kk.ahhhh...he can drive!vince can drive n bike!ahhhh...this sucks.i thot the day wld never come when i wld have to say 'thanks for a ride' to kk.we're all growing up!ahhhh...oh and then just yesterday i went to visit xinci.eddy drove me there and guess what,shangxian her bro has grown up SO much!he's so tall and dark and goodlooking now!ahhhh...we're all growing.i just remember that it was yesterday that he was this plump,fair,short boy who played PS with me.and now he's the total opposite...can u imagine.that's just one year.if i don't see him for another year,what's gonna happen?he's gonna become angmoh arh?oh and vince has hair now!he doesnt believe that he was once bald.ahwells.anyway,i'm digressing.so anyway,we chatting till like 12am plus then i had to go back cos my uncle,grandma and mum were waiting for me to get home so they cld let the dogs out and also set the alarm and all.tt's the prob with a house.gotta get home early and the whole world will wait for you.so eddy drove me back.it was really fun catching up with old friends and all that.well,this morning,i had my last kuay teow thng.wha.tasted SUPER good.too bad dint get to drink my chinchow.nothing can beat my char kuay teow tho.which happens to be the cause of my flu.bleax.i miss my food!haha!ok.but i gotta start my exercise soon.hehe.anyway,here's something i wrote recently and yeah.enjoy i guess.

if
if you really loved me,
then how come
you never told me?

if you wanted
to be near me,how come
you never came?

if you wanted me to know,
how precious i was to you,
how come you let go?

if i really did love you then,
why did
i never tell you?

if only.