Saturday, February 12, 2005

this weeks been quite fun.yesterday i went with leeway and keegan to smith st.
we were supposed to go to st. kilda's beach.but the sky didnt look clear at all so we decided to go to smith st.yes.again.we had vietnamese food.and by the time we got out of the eating place,the sky was so nice.but we had very little time.melbourne weather just fooled us.we had good fun at the state library before that.grabbing books on management and such.and a few nonsensical one.the two of them grabbed some photog mags for me too.haha.thoughtful people.
at smith st. the two guys learnt something new about girls!yay.haha.and we went to nike where a took the nicenice bags.haha.i bought a nice sweatshirt.we walked and walked,stopping at essential man.where the both of them took sometime trying on a nice woollen sweater which was only 20 bucks.i like it!that was keegan and leeway invested in some interestingly coloured polo tees which were very nice.haha.then we took a tram back.and walked thru carlton gardens.learning how do do the rubix cube things.ahh.i've got no more brains left for that.we went back and after keegan and leeway left i just plonked myself on the bed and slept.

every night when i spend time alone,i spend time with God and just time alone.it's always nice to just have a time for myself to reflect and think and pray.sometimes listening to the noises outside,it just has this certain calming effect.it's peace.
but there are those times here where the silence just pierces my ears.and it's too loud for me to take.
God.you had to do this me huh.so that i'll grow up?give and take away.it's hard you know.all the hurt,the tears,the pain.up till now.even after like a year.and then more hurt and pain.saying goodbye.when will this end?
and you told me,"nevermind child,just trust Me."

and i will be steadfast.i will not lose hope.

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