biting my lip.

"it's not all about trust."

then what is it about?

you know what? i always try too hard to keep myself from just saying something to make you slap my face. i think if you did, it'll feel much better.

so you think you've never hurt me before?

far from it. hurt me so many times, i don't feel it anymore.

"say sorry."

i'm sorry that i don't mean i'm sorry.

i really don't.
why should i apologize for feeling? why should i say sorry for feeling like this?

i won't say it. i just won't.