drastic measures.

if you know me well enough, when i get nervous, i tend to chew off the skin around my thumb.
yucks, gross, whatever. i'm so sorry if i've grossed you out. i hope you've had dinner. but yes.
after today's exam, this called for drastic measures.
i was thinking so hard during the exam and of course, my bad habit started.
it's really red now, and it REALLY hurts. for once. like, quite badly.
so when i got home and after i've had a shower, i went to rummage the medicine box for plasters.
now, i've got this allergy to plasters and i get all itchy from the adhesive on the sides. so that's a problem isn't it? it'll make things worse.

"aiyarh mish, that was how long ago. just try again lah. you won't die."

well, if it does get very bad, yes, i might die. you really never know.

"but if you want to play like tommy emmanuel, you gotta stop doing that! he plays with his thumbs you know."

AHA! that got me. so ok lah. what to do. it hurts quite bad anyway. so i wrapped the plaster around my poor finger. so that i don't start chewing it off again during psychology tmw.

i hope.

tngying