it hurts.

"sit down, you eat and listen to me."

...suddenly the rice in my bowl seemed alot more interesting than anything else.
...the fork seemed alot more bendable than usual at the moment.
and in a moment, i found out that it was very bendable.

do you know what hurts the most?
it's cos you love me, that's why it's the way it is.

i've got alot more to go. alot more to learn. it's a long long walk and a tiresome walk.
thank you for walking with me.
you could have not hang around and listen to me cry,
but you did.
you could have just walked away,
but you stayed.

thank you.