creative writing.

love writing, writing love.

it's not easy going to a creative writing lecture and feel totally demoralised just cos everyone else around you LOOKS smart or more creative and arty farty than you. i'm so not arty farty i tell you. and then, when the lecturer supposedly tells a joke, everyone else gets is and i'm just sitting there going, "huh?" then the hollywood and art cinema lecturer uses jargon i have absolutely zero knowlege about, (i mean, what's like mise-en scene?!). okay. i'm supposed to be there to learn.

at least i know how to configure my modems. bah.

now my bed's filled with all my little stuffy toys that i can't even get on it even though my brain's gone and i still got one more reading to do...

and then i'll crash.