she knows.

it's okay that the bands don't match, because, maybe they're not supposed to anyway. the lights are still on at 2am, silence cannot be an option simply because, i will fall asleep. sappy boybands are on the playlist. perfect for the brainteasers, ifeellikemaltesers. clickclickclick. just a few more, she says.

time does wonders to her brain. suddenly, thinking is such a problem. might be good, might be bad. ahh. it's always both ways. well, at the moment, being lost at such a crucial time, is not funny. yet again. it doesn't always require so much brainjuice eh. brain-in-overdrive.

somehow, doesn't feel half as bad to know that you _________.
still, white flowers never come as close to being half as beautiful as you are.