walk on.

sooo. it's back to school then. i have more or less gotten my life back into it messy-oragnised state. in terms of my room that is. my body is drained and tired. although i know that by tmw i would have more than enough energy to rahrah again, i'm just feeling... bleh. i have no idea how to say this, but i feel like being a socialrecluse. again. not that i was for a very long time really when i said that i would. i guess after whatever other activities i've committed myself to, i shall retreat into my humblehome just to spend some me time. well, that's the plan anyway. i spent some time alone while it rained outside and jazz music played thru those wunnerful creative speakers. with a hothoneyedtea in my hands, i cleaned out my papertrays and everything. for just a short five mins in between, i wrapped my hands around the warm mug, tucked myself in between my babyblanket, and just watched the rain fall.

i've forgotten what bliss it is to ignore the rest of the world, while building your own little town somewhere in your brain. with the constant rhythm 'pitpitpatterpatter' against your window, there's no other place i'd really rather be.

for once in a long time, ifelthappy.

and so begins another semester.

don't keep running futher. walk on.