rarghh.i hate this.im really sick now.today in school i was half dead.im aching all over.everywhere.not just where im supposed to ache after tennis.it's all over.i trying not to fall asleep when going thru english paper.but i did for a while.argh.eye bags are really horrible.i got nearly no voice.no more energy to do anything alr.i came home from school,ate my lunch and just plonk myself onto my bed.and slept and slept.dad came in to wake me up for violin lesson.i couldnt take it.i wasnt feeling up to it at all.i couldnt even open my eyes.i just said i dint wanna go for violin lesson.i couldnt even talk man.like no voice alr.then i just carried on sleeping and sleeping all the way till 6.i slept like 3 hours.well.then i woke up.couldnt sleep anymore.just lay in bed for like about half an hour more or so.then tried to get out of bed.i just couldnt.head was so heavy like i've been swimming and drinking all the water and my brain was just one humongous coconut.so i just rolled out of bed literally,sat on the floor for a while more before really getting up and walking.it was like i havent walked in ages or something.argh.this sucks.back is aching like siao.then i watched tv.ate dinner.no appetite.drank like 3 cups of water so far.i cant do anything.argh.i just remembered that i have musical prac tmw.and we have chinese tmw.aiyarh.means tmw i will have to go la.my mum just gave me actifed.however u spell it.n efferversance.the vitamin thingy.this feels like when i was younger and had to go to the doc like every 3-4 wks cos i'd get sick every 3-4 wks.and like i'll to taking medicine the whole time and going on puffs and stuff.but those days are over.i grew out of taking zedi-ten everyday.and im glad i did.sigh.i think the medicine is gonna take it's effect very soon.and for once i hope.i'll be able to sleep thru the night.

maybe.just maybe.i hope.and pray.and trust.

tc.:)