today i just slept and slept.sleep off the stewpid medicine.i dun care alr la.DUN CARE!about anything la.i just wanna sleep my life away la.i couldnt make it out of bed today uptil 11 or so.and i just rolled out again.i couldnt talk.nothing.just burning up.still am.but i dun care.im not running a temperature now.im not fighting.just losing.after waking up and eating breakfast and taking medicine again,i just went to put myself to sleep la.then slept,woke up.ate lunch.read books.slept again.woke up.watched tv.now blogging la.feeling so useless and pointless and crap.dunno why la.it's the sickness i guess.i dun even know why im blogging in the first place.argh.just gonna log off and sleep summore and hope i come down with a fever and not go to school again tmw la.i was just telling lala that i must as well come down with everything now then tmw dun need to go to school.since im alr down with something must as well have everything rite.feeling so crap and so sian now.my life is just so crap la.maybe it's just my day la.but it is anyway.im gonna stop here about my boring crapped life.just gonna sleep everything off now.

dreaming.

tc.:)