today i woke up late again.as usual.rolling out.dragging myself.i dint sleep as much today.cos tmw going to school alr.so i dun wanna sleep late.if not tmw i wont be able to wake up.ryan came over in the afternoon cos he and his frens came over the bug asriel about booking the bbq pit.so we sat at my doorstep for like 3-4 hours just playing guitar and talking.wha.talked to much.leant april showers toO!at least i had company today.thanks ry. :) hehes!i will prac the plucking.teach ad too.then 3 of us and play!haha!faithfully taking my medicine too.resting and drinking alot.till im like going to the toilet every so often.i think tmw i will die of a heart attack.all my results are coming back all at one time.praying very hard.today,before ry came over.i was just looking thru all my old letters that i had received over the past say 3 yrs or so.and i realised,after reading those little notes,and remembering the occassion,that a simple note,a msg,just to say hi,how u doing,and stuff,just brightens up a very grey day.and some letters were just so crap,and some,the longer ones,hold so much meaning.all because of those words.words can be sharper than a knife,and can paint a thousand pictures.words.are just so powerful.esp God's word.in my life.every word.

when i found you.

tc.:)