sigh.lost my voice.what to do.anyway,chestnuts has been really fun.past two nights were just really funny.and cos like everyone that comes is in the theatre scene,everyone laughs.super funny lar.i think hossan leong n jonathan lim are pro-ed people.
anyway,ticketing is havoc.esp the first night when they are alot of complimentaries.nuts lor.so many envelopes with so many names,but they are familiar ones.haha.tat's the cool part.anyway,enough about chestnuts.but it's recommended...jubilee hall tmw and sat with a matinee show on sat.be there!oh,the night shows start at 8pm.
you know,when you are doing things that you want to do,time just slips thru your fingers like fine sand.just like that.you dont treasure it,it just goes like that.it's amazing huh.just...like that.time is so precious.and i wasted it.i wish i didn't.
ok...enough of this introspective nonsense from me.i'm too tired to churn out words alr.

however long it takes,i'm never giving up.

i dont believe this.into the third day of my after o's celebrations,i fall sick.argggghhh!ok.but it's not too bad.except for the fever last night which was like super high.it's ok.and that horrible feeling in ur throat.ahwell.sleep sleep sleep.
on sunday went to raffles marina for celebration sunday,it was quite fun.the place is so nice...haha.but it's like all the way at tuas.then bowled two games at the club before coming home and getting ready to go for mama mia which was really good.except for the fact that i was already so sick and half dead.the cheography was just amazing and the singing.woohoo...oh but the band...they were amazing.the percussionist is so consistent and just wow.but the guitar sounded plastic.haha.but i think it was real lar.can see.haha.ahwell.
anyway,got so many things to do.things to get and just do.and camps.yay.
ok.well.i'm gonna sleep some more now.*yawn.

one of us is crying.

o's are finally over.it feels like a dream.somewhat.after the last paper,everyone was super restless while the announcements were being made and everything.i came home,went for dinner with my family then i went to meet lijun at church.then she glori and i went to orchard.my goodness,we were acting so suaku lar.as if we were from china or something never see orchard lights before.then we walked to paragon to use the toilet.haha.which was like close.so we went to cine.met juang and thia on the way there.the lights were so pretty...and there was like a slight drizzle...made the atmosphere more...i dunno.romantic?haha.so anyway,we went to cine to eat.we sat there till they were gonna close the foodcourt.and then we just walked around admiring all the lights and everything before catching the last bus home.haha.lijun came over to my place to stay.we didn't sleep till like 3.30am.we were watching best bet.and then after the first disk,she fell asleep.haha.i dint sleep till four.i couldn't fall asleep.but the sky and weather was so nice last night.the sky was like orange.it was so pretty with the rain and the wind.it was so nice and cold.i just stood at my window watching the rain and the wind and just letting it run thru my hair.i felt so...free.like i could just spread my wings and fly if i could.i wish i could.then i fell asleep on the couch but i woke like at about 5 or so cos i was super uncomfy on the shorter couch.so i went to get the mattress then i just slept on the floor.so nice n cold.
today was the bbq for crosslink so i helped glori n lijun shop for the food and everything.then i came back quite early.so i went for my walk just to get some nice fresh air and loosen up.felt so good.tmw's mama mia.sigh.58 days.it's gonna be very little time considering that it's alr the second day after exams.ahwell.i can't buy time.neither can i go back.
but i wish i could.

i will go the distance,i will go the miles,that's how much you mean to me.

today was like super funny lar.haha!i met lijun,glori,evan and esther at orchard mrt to have lunch.ok.i was late.sorry lar.i woke up late.
anyway,then we went to macs for lunch at taka when we could have just had it at like next to the mrt one.siggh.anw,esther came and then we had lunch.
lijun.you had only like TWO nuggets and tea.the rest of us had to finish up the burgers n the fries AND the rest of the nuggets.so bloated.even now.anw,
we went to take a look at the shops there then we went to popular then back to taka to kino.we are so pok lar.walk back n forth.then after kino we went to paragon.
to use the toilet.haha.nah,we went to prints n another place which i cannot remember now.bleah.ok.we went to heeren after that and that's where ALL
the action is man!
ESTHER RUBBED SHOULDERS WITH TERRENCE CAO!
haha!it was like super funny!!!then we were upstairs buying stuff,trying to do everything quick so that we can go back down there again!
haha!it was hilarious man.but then of course by the time we went to take neos and all,not there alr la.haha.but we have to watch out for that show.
with jacelyn tay also.maybe we're in it!hahah!okok.cool cool cool!haha!
we took really nice neos today!and it was super okkkkfun hanging out with sec fours in the same boat as me.haha!
anw,that's all for today.
ohhh...yesterday i went for korkor leslie's wedding.at fullerton.everything was super TOP class.super nice.
everyone was dressed to the nines!yay.i got a drunk.haha.incoherent.haha!but it was fun to be high!and there was a BAND!live!
haha!it was just all super cool.
okok.i've gotta go.few more to go n IT'S OVER!

i love you this much.

ahhh.the week is finally over.just one more tiring week like this and i'm home free.i can't write much now.my hand is just dying like nuts after writing desperately so much for lit.sigggghhh.well.i love talking to God.did i ever tell you that?i think it's the most amazing thing cos He makes me so happy!sometimes even tho i feel that He's not there.He really is.and it's completely amazing to just talk to him like a friend over the phone.although there's like no reply,but after that,just sit n the silence of the night,and listen for His still small voice.i laught to Him,cry wadever.it's wierd at first talking to yourself,seems like it,but He's a big help when i really need to talk.it's not even something my diary can do for me.ahwells.i just LOVE GOD so much.He currently the latest guy in my life.haha!not that i had many.haha!only one.but anw,PDL is like,gonna come to an end soon.like in about 8 days.ahhh...then i will need to go find another book.haha.ahwells.ohhh...and then like you can talk to God anywhere,anytime.even on the bus or something i'm talking to Him.walking back home or just talking those walks i take at night,i'm talking to Him.i just love it.don't even need to spend money.haha.anw,i'm gonna stay up tonight to catch up on some work or time with God or something.:)

you brought joy and love to my life that i could never replace.