yesterday,i went with ry,bel and paulie to ps for lunch after open sunday.we went to long john's.ahwells,then we met amos and the other sec fours.we dint realise that they were just next door.bel left so early.but anyway,then jiehui,ry,paulie,amos and i went to arcade.the one at dohby ghaut.i was so suaku there.but i wont talk about it.everything's so high tech now.heh.anyway,i won 2nd out of 5 for daytona!hah.be proud of me.and i learnt time crisis too.i'm lagging.anyway,then i went with paulie and amos,rather they accompanied me to meet joyce and ivin at paragon.then we just went walking lar.haha.till the time we were supposed to go to esplanade.we walked paragon,heeren and citylink.yeah.then met jieling,alissa,wanjin there.the sso concert wasn't too bad.it WAS a casual concert.everyone wear so nice.we took lots of pics too.heh.class and all that.hah.imagine,mgs girls in the esplanade concert hall.haha.but it was fun la.day out with girlfrens again.:) anyway,got i tight week up.i'm tired thinking of it.but ahwells.tc n ciaoz to whoever is reading n whoever is not.:)
 
it'd make a world of a difference if you were there.
 

hmmms.havent blogged for a week.i wonder who actually reads sometimes.anyway,i went running today.again.yeah.good way to relax i guess.past week has been ok.tiring i guess.i getting tired just thinking about the next week coming up.full of practices everyday,coming home at like 7pm.everyday.this week was already bad.i got violin exam coming up too.right after the musical.happinness.sigh.dying alr.
tmw is gonna be girls' day out again.to the esplanade.to watch some sso thingy.i enjoyed myself two weeks ago when i went out with them.i really treasure my girlfrens lots. :)
yesterday we had some new american singers come to our school to sing.they were really funny and good too.there was this particular song that i likes lots.trying to get hold of it now.heh.oh and i managed to fix what ever problem there was with my comp.internet connection.heh.without help.haha.so happy with myself.ahwells.just uninstall and then reinstall lor.bleah.that's prob the only thing i know how to do.heh.
last sunday i went with wei,zhi,ry,bel and guan to lido.we just had lunch and bel is such a messy eater.meatballs all falling out.heh.then we went to walk walk.at first i was so proud that bel n guan walked right past mango.but we went back in e end.sigh.i saw this teeshirt in nike which i think wanna get with the tennis skirt.its nice.hahah.it says "single" in the front and then at the back says "avaliable.see you on the centre court."haha.i think it's pretty cool.ahwells.but im not exactly in the buying mood at the moment.
i just dug up my ikea moonlight nightlight.it's so pretty at night when all the lights are off,just sit there and look at the yellow light.it's so pretty.
anyway,pray i get thru all the tomorrow's.so many yesterday's i long for.
well,tc whoever is reading and whoever is not.ciaoz. :)
 
let go,let God.
 

even my comp doesnt wish to work with me right now.msn keeps signing out.im sorry about being irratating n keep signing in.today's prac was fruitful i guess.well,we dint stop.we kept the energy and well.still got mistakes.but ahwells.had to move everything again.wad to do?when you aren't a professional.at least we has jas' dad to help out.
i went for a run today just to think about my week and wads coming up.ran endlessly.just kept on running like i had been doing it all my life till i just stopped the machine.and i just stood there panting.stoned.ahwells.couldn't think straight.then i got off the machine and stretched n all.then went to the pool rm.memories.all there.anyway,i played pool there with my pro cousin who plays every other day and my uncle,who is just pro at everything.and well duh.my cousin and i won!haha.anyway,ting,remember last time we tried to switch the clock so that we'd have more than wad we book?the clock in the room is like still 45 mins late!haha!i was laughing so hard.n well yeah.i came back to an empty house.as usual.ate my dinner and all.didn't eat much.lost of appetite.hrrrms.took my bath.studied.wad else.
sometimes i'd just sit alone in my room to take in fresh air n close my eyes.and appreciate everything for what it is now.in the darkness.all alone.with no one beside.just be lonely for once.with God.in quietness.it's refreshing.get's me thru the day sometimes.give's me something to look forward to.my chat with God.He listens all the time.i haven't been able to truly know that fact.till now.i always knew He listens.but i always took it for granted.thank You,God.
maybe sometimes,loneliness is a good thing.

i'd wait for you.

hmmm.sch's been pretty good i guess.maths and all getting quite fun.for some reason.that's nuts.but anyway,watched spider man 2 last sunday. before going out with di and joyce and the rest.thanks both of u.anyway,had prac this wk about twice plus tmw's wld be 3.oh boy.i cant wait for the killer week.everyday.just gonna die.if im not in sch,i'm at home.if i'm not at home,i'm in school.ahwells.weekends here anyway.ting's left alr.sad.:( didn't get to spend loads of time with her.shan't talk about that anyway.
you know when the day is just about perfect,well i mean to my standards now,perfect means when nothing goes right,but nothing goes wrong either.that kinda day.but anyhow,it just pisses me right off when at the end of the day.near end,it just screws up.sucks.right before you sleep.but anyhow.been having alot of those.which days are pretty good anyway?
everyday used to be perfect.nothing could get in my way.nothing could make me sad.why now?
so many questions need answers which i can't get.i need to find them.
and then there are those days which are just,lonely.like no one's beside you,but you'd rather feel lonely,when that someone special is not around.
wells,that's the story of my life.lately i guess.school,home,musical,that's about all.well,ciaoz.:)

the little things i need the most in my life.

woohoo.i didn't blog for nearly a week.i just didn't feel like it anyway.hmmms.tmw is listening.i better go n dig my ears or something and sleep soon.cos i have a habit of falling asleep during listening.badbadbad.it is boring lar.then i got prac again tmw.yay.cant wait.but we are gonna have to be ultra quiet and not disturb the listening.but tmw will be tiring cos we are doing the whole thing!every single song.ahwells.ok.i gotta sleep now.try to at least.ciaoz.:)

take my breath away.