yesterday i went for my first aussie BBQ.it's totally wierd.we went to a gathering of my mum's friends from college days who are here for some reason or the other.
they BBQ the food outside,when everyone is inside talking,then everyone sits inside to eat the BBQ food inside.how wierd is that.no one stands outside.but their pool is really cool!can adjust the temperature.i figured that that's pretty useful in this country.the pool is really cold.but after that when u jump into the jacuzzi,it feels really nice and good.
i made a few friends.but most of the time we just hung out and watched tennis.roddick was playing.so the BBQ was fun.yen and ning went for the same BBQ so we managed to like get a day when we could go to the city and everything.
life's boring here if u don't have friends.i made some at OCF and we're planning to hit the courts this wk i think.i must state that the past few days has been VERY HOT.it's like 40 degrees.and it's no joke not having a fan or an aircon and having to try to sleep.it's CRAZY.but i finally fell asleep and the day at the pool yesterday felt really good.and i got a tan!yay!but i'm gonna lose it.
the federer and agassi match was so disappointing.lucky i didn't pay 89 bucks to go for Rod Laver.i think the ladies match wld have been good tho.ahwell.i could always go next year.ok.the weekend is gonna b quite boring.unless yen comes down to the city which i hope he will.
cos then i'll have DVDs to watch.yay.
ahh.i miss everyone back home
SOO mUCH.it's unbelievable.
i miss my estate.and the people.i miss church.and the people.esp the people.i miss EVERYONE ELSE.
ahhhhh....
oh.i got my new add.er email me if u want it yeah. :)

to love you,maybe i had to leave.

here i am in melbourne, sitting at some internet cafe, in chinatown, for the first time in my life, blogging.
ahhh...i miss singapore. i miss my computer...haha!
anyway, how are people back in singapore? tag my board ok?
anyway, i've got limited time here.
so, i'll blog again when i don't!
(and when my parents aren't standing right behind me. :p)

missing everyone!ALOT.

p.s. jan, i really can't get you. i've tried calling your house. thanks.

in a different world, without you.

i'm all packed
kinda ready to go
say my last goodbyes
to the one's i love most

i won't ever be
too far away
that you can never
reach me

i'll always be close by


for always
forever.

well.
progress update.i THINK i'm packed.but it's as if i've forgotten something.
ahwell.i went to chomp chomp today for the first time in my life.it's quite good lar.went for some pre departure thingy at IDP and i met josh!jas' friend.haha.and a whole lot of other MG girls.guess i wont be too lonely.i got jan there.leeway.soon enuf.
well.by this sunday,i'll be in a new place.
i know i'm gonna love it there.i know it.

but saying goodbye
is the hardest part.

i have to blog about today.it was the sweetest thing ever(besides something else) and i love ting and tee to the core!they kept it so well!so anyway,i was sleeping.and i heard those two up and about alr.but i just went on sleeping.then aunty margaret and uncle ming came into the room with steph.i dint suspect anything even when uncle ming was with a video cam.then for some reason,tee and ting gave me a hug and everything happened so fast!next thing i knew,they had dragged me to the toilet and was gonna spray me with the shower.but paulie was nice and he didn't.when i had time to recover,by then i was already crying,i realised that so many people were there.and man...they had all woken up early to come and to have this gathering.sighh.i love you guys out there man.really do.esp my korkors and all.stephie and jonny.all those memories.and i love that brownie cake.ahhh...and that bunch of roses and the very sweet piece of paper.i love all you guys to bits.
we had prayer to wrap it up and yes...we got emotional.at least the two of us.
but anyway,that's beside the point.it was such a well kept secret.
i love ting and tee always. thanks guys.

remember me this way.

well,i've got one box packed.but not my room.that's quite good already for someone who's really messy.i've got no more boxes.means i'm limited alr.and that's pretty bad.
anyhow,today i went recording with ting and uncle bang.phew,tiring.but it sounds great!whahah!a demo done by three t's.that's really cool.anyway,went for aladdin with jun,mingdao and ting after that.it's really quite good.it's impressive.heh.and it's super funny.whaha!the songs are really nice too.
okies.12 days is like a really short time.and i know it is.argh.that's so scary.i can't think about being in a totally new place.i've been to melbourne.but i can't remember a single thing.so it's gonna be new.i'm gonna take a holiday during my first month there.once school starts it's back to life.the ironic thing is that i know i'm gonna enjoy life there.school and everything.
but i'm still scared to take that step.
i'm afraid of so many things.
i've always gone on about how i had always wanted to go somewhere else,out of this comfort zone of mine and just get away from this rigid system.
but now that i'm actually doing it,i can't imagine.
it's just so wierd having to pack so much.and it's like i'm packing to go for a seriously long holiday.
but ok,maybe i need that distance.that difference.yeah.i think i do.
arggh.
internal conflict.

love takes flight.

it's already a new year.
had quite a good time a jun and guan's house on the eve.ate so much good food at jun's house.haha!
at guan's house every single one of us got dunked.i betrayed tee.i'm so sorry girl.haha!i got dunked in like long pants.nuts.anyway,we watched 'you've got served'.i think fell a sleep at the last part.i was curled up on the couch.then i woke up and everyone arnd was sleeping.and the others were else where.so i went to join them after realising i couldn't put myself back to sleep.and also i didn't sleep for the rest of the night and morning.well.i read the papers.and we left quite early to take mrt.so that's fine.oh.and we had a really good worship and time spent with God to welcome the new year.
anyway,i took a long ride back home and slept.which is a good thing too.at night went to watch meet the fockers.it's quite good.very funny.
today,tee,ting,tiff,jem,josh,daniel,james and i went to dan's house to eat and play.haha!played playstation n also ate alot of pizza!alright.that was really good.jem brought ting and i back home and in the car,tee,ting and i were singing and singing and singing!whaha.it was super funny.i love my two best frens to the core.and my korkor jem.thanks for sending me home! :)
anyway,it's a new year.how fast time passes...but sometimes it just feels like eternity.
i started packing today.was looking thru my stuff.i got so much that i want to take with me.pieces of home that i can't bear to leave behind.

the memories i'll keep.