Goodnights.

While the nightingale
Sings her final lullaby
My steps still carry on
Under the blanket of black sky

I still linger
At where I used to sit
Cold lonely park bench
Times where we would meet

I lie on the patch of green
And sit on the edge
Where my legs would dangle
Watching you while I turned the page

But now I carry on
Because I want to be home
Back to where my heart really is
Cos that is where you are now

Laughing Fits.

I forgot to mention my catch up with Shu and Jieling yesterday was absolutely hilarious. Hurr. I've never had such bad laughing fits for sometime.

What happened, stays with us. Just think of um, slippery accidents. Haha.

NY not DC.

I'm not sure what is it with Singaporeans and American stuff. Nothing really against them. I had dinner tonight at New York New York in Citylink with Ad and Marky! I haven't caught up with these two nonsensical boys in ages. The ambience was very cosy and nice, with popart plastered on the walls. Service was okay. Servings were ok. But a bit on the ex side. Nonetheless, you can't pay for the best company hey? We had a couple of FAILED attempts to surprise Mark for two years worth of birthdays, but we didn't have the best of plans, but I'm sure he appreciated it much! Then we did prom shopping! Not much time tho. But it was fun to dress the boys up(:
Thankyou two for the wonderful night. I'm not going to see you much once you enter army, so we better take more pictures before your heads get shaved!

I'm seriously disappointed to find the lack of courtesy in our society here really. Four times in two days is too much to handle. Yesterday in the bus on the way to town with the cousin, someone sitting behind us was using their handphone speakers to listen to music. Blasting it mind you. So we had to endure a whole 45mins of RnB, distorted music at the back of us. I mean, hello. The bus is a public area. Use your headphones! Other people are using the space as well! And today, two students sitting RIGHT IN FRONT of a pregnant lady didn't give up their seats. It took a middle aged woman to give up her seat so that this pregnant lady and her little boy could have a sitdown. Talk about ungentlemanly. There are signs reminding people to give up their seats for elderly and pregnant women or with kids.

Ooo boy, I am so disappointed. I wonder if anyone will prove me wrong tmw.

Out of pure nothing-ness.

Since I am awake at such an early hour, and am waiting for the cousin, I shall blog about what I've been doing.

To be perfectly honest. Nothing very much.

My holidays seem to consist of me bumming around and not getting around much due to my atrocious lazy fatass that refuses to get off my cosy couch. I haven't met up with people that I should, called people to make plans at least. How many times do I have to lose precious time before I realise that its far more precious than me sitting in front of the computer?

Tsktsk, Mish never learns.

But ahwell, I shall take heart that my next few weeks are packed to the brim with something heartfelt fulfilling and hopefully [crossesfingers] I get a part time job or something next year. Internship pretty please? Gonna meet up with the babes and the boys, just to have some rolling good catch up times. So today is more or less taking the young-er one out, rather she's gonna take me shopping.

On the side before I go, Peanuts were very cute today!

Patty: I wonder if they have fractions in heaven.
Marcie: No fractions sir.. No decimals either...
Patty: How about commas?
Marcie: There have to be commas sir.. We can't avoid them.
Patty: Eternity's going to be longer than I thought.

Gravelled roads.

Way too hot Singapore hasn't really been hot per se cos of the monsoon season bringing about the raindrops and thunderstorms. It is comfy really, to just spend a whole day home alone and wondering what to do.

Wenfu's showcase at the Esplanade last night was amazing. Put together 10 amazing artists and a four piece band, you get a night of soulful sound and ahh... yes. No words to describe really. Ah. I met Ms Lim Bee Na if anyone remembers her. Omg. That was like 9 years ago. Can you imagine that? I shall not go into the whole 'I am growing old' thing right now thought. Heh. But it was a nice surprise! MTG reunions and catching up which felt like a whole big family altogether again.

Familiar, once familiar.

Time to start throwing things out onto the gravelled pavements. Let's start with the harddrive.

0403.

It back to where
I can sit and listen
To water splash
Just outside my door

For hours at a time
Little kids voices bring
Back memories
Nostalgia

As soft as the night sky
Blackened with diamonds
Sail onto the blue waters
it's just me and I

My thoughts which wander
On that lonely park bench
Fresh smell of rain
Like fallen leaves

These are the days.

2302.

Another year has come and gone, it's time to pack away and go back to the roots.
Closing chapters has never been my forte, somehow, each time it gets harder to let go and come back once again. Tis' the life of studying overseas.

To my friends here in Melbourne, thank you for being such a big part of me and blessing into my life. 2007 brings something new in itself, and I believe that God has such big plans for us next year. I'm excited! Happy holidays and take care.

Love,
Mish

PS. 2302, I will see you again, there's no need to say goodbye. Just yet.

But for now,
I'll just say I love you.
Nothing more seems important somehow
And tomorrow can wait come whatever
Let me love you forever
And right now.

Many smileys.

Photosphotosphotos.

Sigh.

Happy.

1 day countdown.

Missed.

Missing.

Bright lights.

"I wouldn't think twice."

And I see the lights surrounding you,
Don't be afraid of something new.

I guess.

Pretty boy
You've got your way
Around the girls
Everyone loves your charming
Smile

For the cameras
And stun the flashes
Look them in the eye
Show your strength and
Heart

Full of love
With no one in mind
Take the chance
And run with vigor like the
Wind

Blown in the sky
Dreams made of love
Thoughts stitched with
Threads of gold and white
Shiny

I guess you would
Wonder about yesterday
So do I
But let that get in the
Way

And all will
Stop.
Tick.
Shhh.
No more.

Don't think.

Feet and Souls.

Bayside waters
Car ride crashes
Talks and prayers
Water splashes

Chillin' and killin'
Time to waste
Sit in the city
Watch others make haste

Teacups in bubbles
Come with cats
Dashboard sittings
And pretty hats

Clocks tick
Numbers past
Feet and souls
Move too fast

More writing.

I do not believe what I just did.

AHHH...

I just re-enrolled myself into another two semesters of writing!

And more moremoremoremore... writing.

Ohwells.

Driven.

8am
12 Nov 06
Operation SAW
[Stick&Wheel]

Just two.

Just the two of us for now; you and me.

Project Ricebowl.

[note: I don't know why my photos turned out like this. But anyway.]

Today was the start of Project Ricebowl! If everyone doesn't know what it is, it involves cooking for an army. Fullstop. Okok. Not really. Basically, a few of us figured because we either have nothing to do or finished exams, we decided to put our cooking skills to good use a start a semisortof catering service for those still mugging away for exams. And also, prayerfully, we don't give anyone a stomachache or anything serious.

So this morning, Leeway and I trooped to Vic Mart to grab us some meat and veg. Simple stuff. Oh, and we popped by Party Supplies as well to get us some containers. We came back to my house, and started chopchopchillichopping away! Hehe. Then we friedfried and put everything into containers and went delivering! I am veryvery thankful for these two boys cos if not I think I would have died chopping so many onions and garlics. We cooked for an army of 12! So everything was hand delivered and [Ithinkandhopeverymuchthat] everyone was happy with the food! Hehe. Ok lah. Next time I will put more salt. Hurr.


We decided to head to Coffee Min then since we were outside Ballieu. Ooo. Amazing response! As in, I got to meet so many people. It really does pay to step out of your comfort zone really. I think God is doing a really good work outside all that stress and everything. After CM, we chilled at, um. Supposed to be KrispyKremes! But yes, due to circumstances, we just sat at the lobby of Seasons to take stupid photos and chill. And talk to other people on our phones.

Thanks for today, are in order.

So, thankyou.

and You.

Up to you.

Okay! So what have I been up to since my freedom days? Cleaning up my den. Hehe. Since the housemates have been studying, I've been trying to make the place more condusive. You should have seen my room after my papers. It was a major paper minefield. Everywhere. Just everywhere. So, in the cluttermutterbutter of my room, I decided that I needed to throw some things out and revamp the 'room'. That took JLee and I to Ikea on a nice Tues Melbourne Cup morning. We had very yummy and filling two dollar brekkies and started shopping away. You so cannot put the two of us in Ikea together I tell you. We walked up and down the whole of Ikea at least, thrice!

So with my wonderful purchases, my room slowly got more organized, and to reward myself, I bought [FINALLY!] my beanbag which now sits in a nice cozy corner of my room! Yay! So so far, my room has been absolute wonderfulness!
And I've been going for Coffee Min! It's reallyreallyreally encouraging and all to see all these tired faces brighten up when you give them coffee and things like that. So nice(:

Ah, it's time to do that 'What I want to do before the endofyear' list.

Okay, time to catch up on sleep. Yawn.

Love in the first degree.

Just to be with me, You did everything.





I stand amazed.

Sunrise.

There hasn't been one today.
Skies are cloudy and there's a certain point you can't see beyond.
I do have half the mind to go and sleep.
But something else in my brain tells me to
keep on going.

And I shall.
Till I conquer writing fiction,

Ishallhavenorest.

Crispy and Cunchy.

I am happily sitting at home right now eating crispy M&Ms. Hehe. Thank you very much. They make me very happy. At about this time tomorrow... I should be... sleeping.

My brain wonders why it has suddenly come to a standstop.

Actually, I wonder why it has come to a standstop.

I don't know what I'm talking about really.

Ah. Yes. I must express my thanks to the people who've really been putting up with plenty of me lately.

Dng, Dbs, JY, Dd, LngH, Stph, T, JnL.
Fr th 15mns thn + anthr 5mns pwrnps, zhng-ng fd, nsprtns, bnbgs, hms, rds, gd 7hr slps, stdyng mds nd mds, bks nd nthng srs, fn lghtr, msgs, hh. Jst th lt.

Lst th vwls.
Gdnght.

FourthandFinal.

HAH. This will be the FOURTH and final post for today. I think I have NEVER blogged so many times in my entire life. In a day anyway. Anyhoos. I figured that my posts are getting more and more unintelligent really. Ah. You can't blame me can you. I've spent the past week trying to churn out more than ten thousand words just so that I can pass and get through my first year of uni. Ah. Second year next year. OH THE HORRORS!

Ooo. I see that my Daniel Henney post has stirred up quite a hoohaa with the girls. Hehe. Growl.

Oh hey, what's a really OUT OF THIS WORLD thing that I can write about?

Don't tell me aliens please?

Daddy's Little Girl.

Remind me to take more photos with my Dad.

To my dearest Dad,

Who scolds me when I need to be scolded,
Gets angry at me when I deserve it,
Let's me slam the door in his face,
But ground me after that.
The one who taught me patience,
Because you learnt to control it too,
So we learnt together.
You're the person who tells me that I've put on weight,
But tell me after that that's it's ok,
Cos you still love me no matter what.
You send me articles day after day,
Even though you know I only read one or two,
But you still send them anyway.

Most of all,
A man of God,
who shows me his weakness,
so that I can see God's strength in him.
A man who prays,
and walks with Him without fail.
A father and a husband.
Loving and faithful.

Daddy, you're more than I could ask for in a dad.
Thankyou won't be enough.

Happy Birthday and I love you.

Hehe.

Heeeheee. I have new eyecandy. Hurhur.

Looks good looks good RIGHT!

Okay. I am just being. RARRRR.

Out.

Goingoingone.

I'm.not.done.
No.
Sian-half.
Argh.
Noodles.
Eeek.

I'mabout7kdown.
3ktogo.
Bah.
Bah.
Blacksheephaveyouanywool?
Nomoredrive.

IjusttoldLeewaythatIwannagoonaroadtriptoNOWHERE.
Ah.Ihavenomorebrains.Theyallgotfried.

----->FizzlePizzleRizzle

Poof.

6 am.

Oh, the horrors of exam period! The whole body clock goes wonky and it takes ages to get it back!

So it's one whole thing officially done, and um.

Three more to go.

Motivation, inspiration for the right things come now!