ok.physics.was.killer.stupid prism thingy.how on earth do u put the pins in a particular spot when it's a RAY of light.sheesh.anyhow put lar.ok.i hope chem is not gonna be a killer.
anyway.i went out with my parents today to the mezz9 place.really cool.open restuarant concept thingy.ahwells.yups.then came home and slept my day away.i got some nice tees from my grandma.and my other grandma is coming to visit.heh.mahjong n ginrunmmy time!no.i've gotta study.bleah.next week is teachers' day and bangsters are playing.yay.hanging around.cool song.why on earth i'm i playing lead.it's completely wierd.sigh.ok.argggh.stupid photos are killing me at the moment.and my comp is forever screwy.
sigh.shld i get an acoustic or an electric?i dunno.i really want anything anyway.sigh.i dunno why.but i dun feel like turing sixteen.it ain't all that sweet.

something's money can't buy...

hmmms.this week's been pretty ok.work.alot of work.my table is piled with lots and lots and lots of papers, prelims from other school's.arggggghhh.i feel sleepy and useless everytime i sit at my table.wake up tng.arrrrggggh.oral was quite horrible.2 male examiners.yucks.one of them was like super distracted and everything.super irritating.keep looking everywhere.like the hall's so interesting.eeesh.anyway.besides that.i talked like i was never gonna talk again.haha.it is my last time taking oral anyway.for the REST of my life.hah.finally.and a few more days to the start of prelims.argggh.dyinnnnng.everyday is so routine.go school.study.come back.sleep.eat.wadever.back to school the next morning.i'm a panda now.sleeping so late nearly everyday.i so do not like my life now.i feel like a robot.every morning i wake up and i do the exact same thing.
well.i got some stuff to look forward to as well i guess.life can't be all that bad as i make it out to be.woohoo.so exciting mans.can't wait.get the groove mans...yeah.it's gonna be super cooooool!
i miss the times when i'd wake up each morning to something new.something and someone to look forward to.not routines.you make each day special.
wells.i should stop dreaming so much now and get down to some sort of work.such as a chem paper.or math even.sigh.ciaoz.
oh ya,tmw is jun's birthday.happy birthday jun!and then the day after which is the 22 aug.if i dun blog.happy birthday charity!you're 4!and happy birthday melly!love ya lots.thanks for being there for so long.be here too!:)

if you only knew how deep i've fallen.

hmmms.i dunno what happened to my previous entry.so er.yeah.anyway.chinese.ok.let's not talk about that one.all i know now is that i have so many decisions to make.and i just can't make them.another rocky road coming up i can tell.or it's alr here.rocky rocky all the way.ok.life ain't that bad.i've got some stuff to look forward to anyway.yups.such as prelims.bleah.and teachers day stuff and all.musical withdrawal symptoms still arnd.but the bangsters are still around.hanging in there.oh ya.for tmw.happy birthday JAS!we had the best time together in musical huh.we must do it again sometime.bangsters shall take the stage and rock again mans!haha.i know you will love to play 'blame' again.i still do play it on the guitar.heh.
sometimes i wonder how come i feel like this.never happened before.then how come now.well.God's prob trying to teach me something i guess.and only time will tell.but for now.i'm still keeping that dream alive.

i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but you showed me love i thought i'd never find.

It's been the most amazing journey that I've travelled these past few months and those of you who have heard me complaining about carrying the stupid keyboards and amps,would say,well it's all over.but nah.it's not over for me.it's only the beginning.
I still remember distinctly sitting in the SALT room and talking to jill and jas about auditioning for this musical thingy.saying how much time it's gonna take up in our sec four year.but now I think,none of us have any regrets about being part of the bangsters.
We travelled the road less travelled and look,here we are,we made the grade guys!
I'm missing every part of the musical.yes.including eating along the corridor to the green room.the dressing room where we spend like the entire time waiting till we were needed.having a rolling good time in there literally.rolling about in bouts of laughter.it's amazing.i think we could live that kinda life right bangsters?i actually miss playing blame and carrying amps and keboards.it seems like just yesterday that we were complaining about playing songs in weird keys and weird tempos and everything was just weird.but then,it became part of us.it seems like just yesterday that we were sitting in such an unprofessional manner,with no proper arrangement what so ever.and just playing notes.but when it came to the real thing.we played it the way wenfu wanted it to be.the way we perceived it to be,we played it with feelings.we played the music like never before.we did it.we got ourselves to where we are now,and hopefully it's only the beginning.
I've travelled this journey with the most awesome bunch of people and the memories we had together.will never be forgotten.and we'll definitely have more good times together.meanwhile.i'll just sign off here for now.update again soon.hopefully.tc.:)

I looked for you in the crowd,then I realized that you won't come.